June 2012
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Bliss!
May mga prinsipyo sa buhay ang hindi ko napapansin dati ngunit ngayo’y aking napagtanto na dapat ko nang isabuhay. Ang lalim. Haha. Pero seriously.. madami akong napagbulay-bulay ngayong bakasyon! HAHA.
NEVER ASSUME UNLESS OTHERWISE STATED.
Alam na alam ko na tong prinsipyong to. Matagal na. Pero hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi ko mapasok-pasok sa isipan ko ito. Parang ilang beses na ata...
May 2012
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Reality Check
So, nagpost ako kahapon about sa isang panaginip ko, yesterday.
Uhm, I realized na at that moment, alam kong na-confused na naman ako. I must admit, isa akong dakilang assumera. But then, since ‘mind over heart’ woman ako, kelangan kong bumalik sa reality na at balikan ang isang adage na:
NEVER ASSUME UNLESS OTHERWISE STATED.
Nakalimot na naman kasi ata ako. Kailangan ko siya itatak...
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Yesterday's Dream
I had a good dream last night.
Last Sunday, he invited me to watch the concert. He said he has an extra ticket. Well, I doubted if that was a group message. So it took me hours to reply. Then, para matapos na, nag-reply na ako. And I said it was okey.
Kinabukasan, he texted me the details. It took me so much hours again to reply. I asked the time he wanted us to go. I waited. Until Tuesday...
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Nice to be Back.
And indeed, happiness is overflowing!
Well, last week was totally hell. -.- It was obvious that I’m so stressed and so lonely and so epic.
And when i finally decided to go back, the agonies were gone!
I must admit, kanina, di ako kinakabahan sa interview eh, sa pagbalik lang talaga. Haha. Of course, hindi maiiwasan makadama ng awkwardness. But they did welcome me again. T-T I am indeed so...
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Sometimes you miss a person even though you never had time together
WEIRD but it’s something only your heart can explain.
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ANG LABO
My post in FB:
Bakit kaya ginawang quest ni God ang pag-ibig?
May mga taong yung unang minahal nila, un na ang nakasama habang buhay.
Yung iba nasaktan at nabigo ng maraming beses bago nila natagpuan ang para sa kanila.
Yung iba, hindi na nakapag-asawa.
Sana, alam mo na kung sino ang nakalaan para sayo. Para hindi na pinoproblema pa, hindi ka na maghahanap. Hindi ka na mag-aantay. Lahat ng...
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Lady, Lady.
I am turning 20 years old this July (okay, malayo pa), and yet I question myself.. Do I look like I’m turning 20?
Seriously, some people around me always tell me that I still look like a high school student. In our religion’s term, I still look like a Binhi. Err. I mean, should I take it positively or negatively? In my opinion, that’s somehow not a compliment at all.
Full of...
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Naught.
Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn’t? Trying hard to fight your feelings but you just couldn’t? You fall deeper with each passing day. But trying to hide it in every possible way.
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HAHAHAppy
And today, I feel like I am the happiest person in the world! :D
Yesterday, I posted about my problem these past few days. I copied and pasted it in Word and let Kevin and Grace, my former co-interns in GSC, read it.
They gave some advice.
“if ever you’ll say yes, you should definitely talk to [insert name here] and clarify things. kasi hindi ka matatahimik hangga’t hindi mo...
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Hard enough to answer
And here I go again, maglalabas po ng saloobin. There’s a big question that’s been running into my mind since last Monday. I still find myself, stressed in getting the answers to this one question.
“Should I come back in GSC or not?”
I really don’t know why this thing suddenly popped out into my mind. I read my previous posts about my decision to leave the company...
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Day Thing
Wala po akong lovelife o crushlife (Saklap lang, joke!). Pero out of curiousity, at dahil ako po ay isang dakilang miyembro ng association ng No Boyfriend Since Birth, I’m just thinking kung ano talaga ang meaning ng “Dating”.
Naghanap ako ng ilang definitions sa Internet, and here are some meanings of the said word:
“Dating, on the other hand, is a process where a person...
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Hindi maipaliwanag ang nadarama.
Namimiss ko na sila. Kanina, nag-skype kami ni FM. Naka-webcam sila. Grabe. Sobrang saya ko. Namimiss ko na sila. Sila lang ang nagpasaya ng pananatili ko sa GSC.
At ngayon pa naman na nahaharap ako sa isang pagdedesisyon. Kailangan ko na ba talagang bumalik? Hanggang Monday na lang. Kailangan ko mag-isip ng mabuti.
Am I destined to go back?
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ISANG ANINO.
Hi. Ako si Rubina. Ako ang isang katauhan ni Rubina Jadelyn. Marahil ay kaibigan ninyo, kakilala, o kapamilya si Jadelyn. Marahil ay alam ninyo ang ugali niya, itsura niya at kung anu-ano pa. Pero minsan hindi niyo alam, si Rubina na pala ung nakakasalamuha mo.
Sino ba ako? Ako ang inner side ni Rubina Jadelyn. Ako ang kanyang mahiwagang shadow. Nasa akin lahat ng past memories niya. Actually,...
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Ordinary Student's Dream
These past few months, madaming obstacles ang aking sinagupa. First, nabigo ako sa dream company ko.. ang Accenture. Then, hindi na rin ako natawagan ng SMART, though hindi ko talaga binalak na mag-apply dun. Sobrang tagal ng pag-aantay. Pero hindi rin pala ako nagtagumpay.
Kaya, inisip ko.. hindi na rin ako mag-eexpect na Cum Laude ako. Kasi, baka mabigo na naman ako. Hindi ko na rin siya...
ISANG POST BAGO MAGTAPOS
Bago kami magtapos sa darating na Biyernes, nais kong sariwain ang mga alaala ng aking buhay-kolehiyo. Sa kauna-unahang pagkakataon, gagawin ko ito. Haha. Tutal naman walang masyadong pumapansin sa note dito sa Facebook, maaring kakaunti ang makakita’t makabasa neto. Wala akong ita-tag na sinuman. Nais ko lang talaga mag-kwento ng mga karanasan ko bawat taon ko sa college.
Unang-una sa lahat, di...
April 2012
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I failed, but I won't quit
I failed. Hindi ako nakapasa sa Accenture.
I received an email a while ago. The subject was “Status of your application.” I thought it’s a wrong email. But when I opened the message, I saw the logo of Accenture. I read it. Almost read it 3-5 times. And yeah, I failed.
At that time, my mind was totally blank. Hindi ko alam kung magloload ba ako. Kung sino itetext ko. Kung paano...
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Hoping and still hoping
Last April 10, finally, i gave my decision to my boss regarding dun sa opportunity na binibigay niya sa akin, to be a full-time employee. I rejected it. Reason? Di na ako nag-eenjoy sa ginagawa ko. After months of thinking, narealize ko na hindi ito yung pinangarap ko, to be a MS GP programmer. Or any microsoft products. Ayaw ko. Hindi ito yung gusto kong gawin. Ok, when it comes to working...
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Inspiring Graduation Speech
Credits to the owner of this speech. Really inspiring!
ISANG MALUPIT NA GRADUATION SPEECH:
This speech was delivered by a La Sallian engineer in one of the graduation ceremonies at the UP College of Engineering.
Ngayong araw na ito, sa ating pagtatapos, mayroon akong dalang Transcript of Record. Ang estudyanteng may-ari ng transcript na ito ay nag-aral sa De La Salle University. Sa unibersidad...
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I missed Tarlac.
2 Days na walang stress!
Ang sarap lang talaga sa Tarlac. After 2 years, I think, eh nakauwi din duon. Di ko alam kung maraming pinagbago. Siguro sa mga bahay meron, mukhang mayayaman na ang mga tao doon. Meron pa rin namang naka-Pogpog, pero karamihan ata naka-motor na. Wala na yung puno ng aratiris sa tapat ng bahay nina Tita. Sayang lang.
Mainit pa rin duon dahil malamang summer, pero pag...
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Is losing hope.
Naiinis ako sa sarili ko. Ano bang mali sa akin? Alam mo iyong feeling na pilit mong iniintindi at hinahanap iyong mali sa sarili mo? Na pinanghihinaan ka ng loob na baka hindi mo matupad iyong mga pangarap mo? Na baka lahat ng mapag-applyan mong trabaho, di ka pumasa.
Yung application ko sa SMART and Accenture, pending pa rin hanggang ngayon. Iyong mga nakasama ko sa career forum ng SMART,...
March 2012
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Church First
Kagabi, dahil sa sobrang pagmamadali ko para umabot sa practice namin sa church, hindi ko namalayan na may jeep palang paparating. Sasakay na kasi dapat ako ng jeep. Tas nagulat ako, naipit na pala ung paa ko sa gulong ng jeep. Yung nagulungan. Grabe talaga. Ang sakit. Pero di ko na pinansin ung driver na gumawa nun. Sobrang desperate na talaga akong makaabot sa ensayo. Grabe, blanko ata isipan ko...
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Career Thoughts
Two more months to go and I’ll be seeing myself to finally graduate and finish my course. And now here I am, carefully thinking about my future. I’m now interested on reading articles about jobs and career. The company where I am currently taking my internship has already offered me a position, but I am still thinking about it. I am not a kind of person who rushes making important...
February 2012
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January 2012
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INSPIRED-NESS
“Please be kind to me, [insert year here]”.
Old line before the year ends.
Now, I find this line so silly. The year itself is not responsible for what happened, and what will happen to our lives. We create our own stories every year. God has already created plans for us, obstacles to face, successes to rejoice and new people to meet. It is up to us what path we’re going to...
December 2011
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IT’S NOT APRIL FOOLS DAY, SO WHY FOOL ME?
I am, somehow, a man-hater. Yeah, I have crushes, and I want to have a boyfriend, but how come I am, somehow, a man-hater? I do not know why I am always surrounded by men who are dishonest with their feelings. I really hate guys who try to fool around with girls, saying that “I like you. I love you.” but never prove it to the girls they like. When someone says he likes me, I am already observing...
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"YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL TO BECOME A FULL TIME...
Last Wednesday, my supervisor and I had a 1:1 meeting. At first, I was feeling afraid, thinking of the things that he might say to me. I do not know why, but when I talk to him, I always feel nervous. It was 1:50pm I think, when I entered the room. He asked me a thing, I can’t remember what was it, and I answered with a soft voice. Sabi niya, “Ang hina naman ng boses mo.” I told him, “Kinakabahan...
November 2011
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Fail.
Wala na naman ako sa sarili ko ngayong araw. Goodness sake, I’m really losing hope again. Wala na naman akong tiwala sa sarili ko. Naiinis talaga ako. Gusto ko makita ng mga boss ko na kaya kong gawin ang mga pinapagawa nila. Gusto kong di masayang ang binibigay nilang pagtitiwala sa akin. Gusto kong ma-impress sila, at ma-feel na hindi sila nagkamali ng pag-hire sa akin. I’m trying my...
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Computer name
I think I am inspired in the office. Because of someone. HAHA. There’s nothing wrong with having a crush right? Someone caught my attention in the office. Well, the first time I saw him, hindi ko masyadong naaninag ang mukha niya. Pero, there’s something in him na nakapagpangiti sa akin. I forgot my password in my Outlook account. He approached me, and said he would fixed it. I think...
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I just miss everything.
When my internship started, many things have changed.
- Waking up 4:45 or 5:30 in the morning
- Always eating fried things in lunch
- Running, for me not be late! Haha.
- Having 6-7 hours of sleep.
- LRT Station 2 rides.
- Less time for social networking sites, TV and Koreanovelas
- Budget, and budget (for my salary)
- Always late for my first subject during Saturdays. HAHA.
- No more...
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56 hours and counting..
Yey! Thank God I survived! HAHA. Time flies so fast, naka-56 hours na pala ako sa aking internship. Well, this week was not an easy one. Naiyak ako nung Tuesday sa office. I almost gave up, sobrang iniisip ko na talaga ang pagsuko. Nahihirapan kasi akong i-absorb ang mga concepts. But nung nakakapag-code na ako, gumaan naman ang loob ko. But I still need to look at the sample codes and manuals,...
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24 hours done.
Hi! I just started my internship last November 02.
Experience was totally different. And I am going to learn another programming language and another development environment, sanScript and Dexterity, respectively. My company develops accounting software, meaning I need a little knowledge about ACCOUNTING, for the fact that I haven’t learned anything on the subject. LOSER, I thought. So my...
October 2011
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Getting ready for my OJT that will start on November 02.
So, nag-shopping lang nang kaunti, ‘coz I need a transformation. And I hate it. :| Though I just need to wear smart casual fashion, but, my mother insists that I need to be like a woman. HAHA. Lady-like, I mean. So I need to wear shoulder bags ba yun? Pero nasanay na talaga akong naka-back pack. HAHA. =)) Dora The Explorer will turn...
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Mario Oh Oh.
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Eh ang gwapo talaga ni Mario Maurer. <3
Thanks to all Tumblr user’s na nagshare ng experiences nila from last night’s event at PICC. I envy you. >:D Nakakatuwa yung mga posts. Feels like andoon din ako sa event.
Grabe, ang gwapo niya. Freaking handsome indeed. Should have grabbed the opportunity to see him, since free fan convention din daw yung kagabi!
Naalala ko tuloy...
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March in May
A while ago, I just payed my last tuition fee for college, hopefully.
And many thoughts conquered my mind. Yes, this is my last semester in college! 6 months to go! Time flies so fast, di ko man lang namalayan.
And I’ll step proudly on the stage, and receive my diploma, symbolizing all the hardships and successes I’ve went through. Yay, I’m so excited and now, I am really looking forward to that...
September 2011
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“I will not change my religion to marry the one I love. If that person loves me,...”
– Shamcey Supsup
I love her answer! So true! Congrats Philippines! 3rd Runner up, not bad at all!
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Chance :>
Girl: Kung bbgyan kta ng chance na halikan ako
sa harap ng maraming tao. saan? . . . . . . . . Boy: (napangiti) SA SIMBAHAN. :”>
-Sweet. <3
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Reminiscing my Multiply.
Last night, I was thinking about deleting my multiply site. It really became an online diary for me, and it was my first access to online blogs. It brought me different memories, and I always posted about my uneasy life. And my posts about Boys Over Flowers! *sad* So it is really hard for me to decide whether to delete it or not. If only there’s a way to save it, just like on Friendster....
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